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Love Marriage VS Arranged Marriage - The IT Perspective

Arranged Marriage: Product is sold on an as is where is basis. Product once sold will not be taken back!

It may be true that this stage is passed by every individual where a person cannot make any decision firmly. These days I am having a pure intrapersonal conflict. Sometime, I decide to do one thing and also confirm a route for that decision, and the very next day I think another and decide another. I am having lots of confusion these days.

शायद मेरो अघाडी भएको धेरै Options ले गर्दा त्यस्तो भएको होला . . . . . . . . . . . .मैले छुट्टाउनै सकेको छैन कि के गर्दा राम्रो हुन्छ . . . . .

I am totally lost.

Well, I am now back to Kathmandu after one week long trip to pokhara. It was my on of the most interesting visit to pokhara, as expected. I met all of my frens there in pokhara Anil, Aashis, Dinesh and many others. Again I met my Sister and nephews after 4 months. For the first time I went to Harry’s house in Bhalam. I spent lots of time with my girlfriend, WOW! it was very very exciting. We went PAAME, a very appealing place for lovers.  

After a one week stay there in Pokhara, it was time to return to kathmandu, my workplace. Me and Dinesh decided to come together in BIKE. It was very adventurous journey. Couple of times I went beyond 100km/hr speed, it was really daring. It is really scary when I think about that now. We enjoyed alot during that journey, even we went to the bank of Trishuli river near KurinGhat. 

Overall, last week was a remarkable week for me. I will never forget those pals. Now, I am back to kathmandu, again same routine life.

सम्झी बस्छु कता कता यो साँझ को मन्द रात मा
कति धेरै तिमी लाई, मात्रै तिमी लाइ
तिमी लाई नै सम्झेर, सम्झेर ह ह ह  . . . .

Every time I look at the stars,
I see your smiling face.
Try so hard to work it out
but everything is out of place.
Just the faded photograph

and they two are tearing apart

Just tell me
We will meet again.
ओह ह ओउ . . . .
हु ह . .
ओह हो . . .हो हो

तड्पी बस्छु यसरी नै सारा रात को एकान्त म
कति छट्पटिदै तिम्रा सार कुरा हरु उह हु
सम्झेर, सम्झेर अह ह ह आ

Every time I look at the stars,
I see your smiling face.
Try so hard to work it out
but everything is out of place.
Just the faded photograph

and they two are tearing apart

Just tell me
We will meet again.

भिजाउछु आँखा हरु, गह ह हरु मेरो . . . .

Song by 1974AD

This song is dedicated to my nicky.

खुशीयली अझै आँफैलाई कति बान्दि रहु म
डुखेसो का पल अझै आँफैलाई कति साँचीरहुन म
जिन्दगी भर साथ दिने एउटा साथी खोजेको छु
झुठो होईन तिम्रो कसम तिमीलाई नै रोजेको छु

शाछि राखी अझै आँफैन्लाई कति हाँसि रहु म
एक्लोपन्को पिडा छाती भरि कति राखी रहु म
डुख सुख मा भागी भन्ने मनको ज्ञानी खोजेको छु
झुठो होईन तिम्रो कसम तिमीलाई नै रोजेको छु

खोकृएर अझै आँफैलाइ कति थामि रहु म
सुन्याता नै मेरो जीवन भनि कति मानी रहु म
जिन्दगी भर माया दीने माया को खानि खोजेको छु
झूठो होईन तिम्रो कसम तिमीलाई नै रोजेको छु 

I promise I will never forget
The day we kissed
Or the day we met

the sky may fall
and the stars may too,
but in the end,
I will still love you

Enough is enough. Finally, I am coming to pokhara within few days. Its almost 4 months that I haven’t been to pokhara. It was not like that ki I was not interested to be there, but I was chained by lots of problems here in Kathmandu. Sometime technical, s.t. financial, s.t. emotional..etc etc…

I will be there in coming saturday………….WOW! that will be the day. I’ll meet my girl. I’ll enjoy alot with my frens. I was waiting for that day from last 3 months. Puja Bakery at Lakeside, Chatamari @Dinesh, Basundhara park, Gurung Cottage etc used to be my fav. time pass during my BE study. Lets see what happens this time…

I’ll never forget…………those pals………….

जब मैले आफ्नो Engineering  को पढाई गर्दै थिए, म सधैं सोच्थे कि राम्रो पढाई हुने साथी हरु किन अ्एरिका जान चाहन्छन होला, राम्रो Skill भएको मान्छे ले एदी धेरै मिहेनत गर्‍यो भने त नेपाल मा नै जे पनि गर्न सकिन्छ  ।

 तर आज्कल लाग्छ….. मेरो देश मा मिहेनेत गरेर मात्रै केही पनि हुँदैन रैछ, यहाँ त nepotism+favouritism+corruption ले जरो गाडी सकेको छ…..

नेपाल मा लोकतन्त्र आएर पनि केही हुँदैन हामी आम जनता मा आफ्नो सोच्ने तरिका म परिवर्तन आउनु पर्छ । जती बेला सम्म आफ्नो आङ्ग को भैन्सी नदेख्ने अनि अरुको आङ को जुम्रा देख्न प्रब्रीती त्यग्दैनौ …  केही हुन्न यहाँ 
.मेरो देश म केही हुँदैन। जे आए पनि तेस्ताइ हो…

म अमेरिका जान चाहन्छु यार्,

आजको दिन पनि तेसै बित्यो, खस् केही भएन । GRE Register गर्ने भनेको पनि तेस्तै भो। Register गरेर मत्रै के गर्ने, preparation को लागि time नै छैन।

आज देश् को politics देखेर सारै दिक्क लाग्यो। मलाई मन पर्ने नेता ले आज स्थाई कमिटि बाट resignation दियो। गिरिजा ले बुडेस्काल् मा देखाएको सत्ता अनि शक्तिमोह पनि अचम्मको छ।  तेस्तै हालत छ UML को नेता हरु को पनि।   Prime minister पनि आफै, अनि HOME, DEFENCE Ministry पनि आफै सङ राख्ने GPको कुर त झन् अचम्मको छ। सायेद् Constitutional Monarchy  लै जोगाइ राख्न्न GP Koirala ले तेस्तो गरे होलान।  तेति भै सके पछि CPN UML सत्ता म जानै परेको थिएन जस्तो लाग्छ मलाई त।

 हुनत कति comment गर्ने इ नेताहरुलाई, गधा लाई धोएर गाई बन्दैन भनेको यस्तै होला ……

I, like all neplese, was very relaxed couple of days ago. I had lots of free time to spent. My office was virtually closed, and College was on vacation. But, now onwards I will be having a tight schedule. I am continuing my profession as a lecturer…… I’ll be teaching Computer Network for BIT VIth Semester at CIT, Baneshwor. Classes will start from 1st of Jestha. 

It will be tough for me to handle both the job i.e. software developer at SC and Teacher at CIT at once. 

Again, I have to prepare for GRE too… Oh God…..Upcoming 3-4 months will be really tough for me.